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Frankenstein
by Mary Shelley
Chapter 1
[Speaker: Frankenstein]
I am by birth a Genevese, and
my family is one of the most distinguished of that republic. My ancestors had
been for many years counsellors and syndics, and my father had filled several
public situations with honour and reputation. He was respected by all who knew
him for his integrity and indefatigable attention to public business. He passed
his younger days perpetually occupied by the affairs of his country; a variety
of circumstances had prevented his marrying early, nor was it until the decline
of life that he became a husband and the father of a family.
As the circumstances of his
marriage illustrate his character, I cannot refrain from relating them. One of
his most intimate friends was a merchant who, from a flourishing state, fell,
through numerous mischances, into poverty. This man, whose name was Beaufort,
was of a proud and unbending disposition and could not bear to live in poverty
and oblivion in the same country where he had formerly been distinguished for
his rank and magnificence. Having paid his debts, therefore, in the most
honourable manner, he retreated with his daughter to the town of Lucerne, where
he lived unknown and in wretchedness. My father loved Beaufort with the truest
friendship and was deeply grieved by his retreat in these unfortunate
circumstances. He bitterly deplored the false pride which led his friend to a
conduct so little worthy of the affection that united them. He lost no time in
endeavouring to seek him out, with the hope of persuading him to begin the world
again through his credit and assistance.
Beaufort had taken effectual
measures to conceal himself, and it was ten months before my father discovered
his abode. Overjoyed at this discovery, he hastened to the house, which was
situated in a mean street near the Reuss. But when he entered, misery and
despair alone welcomed him. Beaufort had saved but a very small sum of money
from the wreck of his fortunes, but it was sufficient to provide him with
sustenance for some months, and in the meantime he hoped to procure some
respectable employment in a merchant's house. The interval was, consequently,
spent in inaction; his grief only became more deep and rankling when he had
leisure for reflection, and at length it took so fast hold of his mind that at
the end of three months he lay on a bed of sickness, incapable of any exertion.
His daughter attended him
with the greatest tenderness, but she saw with despair that their little fund
was rapidly decreasing and that there was no other prospect of support. But
Caroline Beaufort possessed a mind of an uncommon mould, and her courage rose to
support her in her adversity. She procured plain work; she plaited straw and by
various means contrived to earn a pittance scarcely sufficient to support life.
Several months passed in this
manner. Her father grew worse; her time was more entirely occupied in attending
him; her means of subsistence decreased; and in the tenth month her father died
in her arms, leaving her an orphan and a beggar. This last blow overcame her,
and she knelt by Beaufort's coffin weeping bitterly, when my father entered the
chamber. He came like a protecting spirit to the poor girl, who committed
herself to his care; and after the interment of his friend he conducted her to
Geneva and placed her under the protection of a relation. Two years after this
event Caroline became his wife.
There was a considerable
difference between the ages of my parents, but this circumstance seemed to unite
them only closer in bonds of devoted affection. There was a sense of justice in
my father's upright mind which rendered it necessary that he should approve
highly to love strongly. Perhaps during former years he had suffered from the
late-discovered unworthiness of one beloved and so was disposed to set a greater
value on tried worth. There was a show of gratitude and worship in his
attachment to my mother, differing wholly from the doting fondness of age, for
it was inspired by reverence for her virtues and a desire to be the means of, in
some degree, recompensing her for the sorrows she had endured, but which gave
inexpressible grace to his behaviour to her. Everything was made to yield to her
wishes and her convenience. He strove to shelter her, as a fair exotic is
sheltered by the gardener, from every rougher wind and to surround her with all
that could tend to excite pleasurable emotion in her soft and benevolent mind.
Her health, and even the tranquillity of her hitherto constant spirit, had been
shaken by what she had gone through. During the two years that had elapsed
previous to their marriage my father had gradually relinquished all his public
functions; and immediately after their union they sought the pleasant climate of
Italy, and the change of scene and interest attendant on a tour through that
land of wonders, as a restorative for her weakened frame.
From Italy they visited
Germany and France. I, their eldest child, was born at Naples, and as an infant
accompanied them in their rambles. I remained for several years their only child.
Much as they were attached to each other, they seemed to draw inexhaustible
stores of affection from a very mine of love to bestow them upon me. My mother's
tender caresses and my father's smile of benevolent pleasure while regarding me
are my first recollections. I was their plaything and their idol, and something
better -- their child, the innocent and helpless creature bestowed on them by
heaven, whom to bring up to good, and whose future lot it was in their hands to
direct to happiness or misery, according as they fulfilled their duties towards
me. With this deep consciousness of what they owed towards the being to which
they had given life, added to the active spirit of tenderness that animated both,
it may be imagined that while during every hour of my infant life I received a
lesson of patience, of charity, and of self-control, I was so guided by a silken
cord that all seemed but one train of enjoyment to me.
For a long time I was their
only care. My mother had much desired to have a daughter, but I continued their
single offspring. When I was about five years old, while making an excursion
beyond the frontiers of Italy, they passed a week on the shores of the lake of
Como. Their benevolent disposition often made them enter the cottages of the
poor. This, to my mother, was more than a duty; it was a necessity, a passion --
remembering what she had suffered, and how she had been relieved -- for her to
act in her turn the guardian angel to the afflicted. During one of their walks a
poor cot in the foldings of a vale attracted their notice as being singularly
disconsolate, while the number of half-clothed children gathered about it spoke
of penury in its worst shape. One day, when my father had gone by himself to
Milan, my mother, accompanied by me, visited this abode. She found a peasant and
his wife, hard working, bent down by care and labour, distributing a scanty meal
to five hungry babes. Along these there was one which attracted my mother far
above all the rest. She appeared of a different stock. The four others were
dark-eyed, hardy little vagrants; this child was thin and very fair. Her hair
was the brightest living gold, and despite the poverty of her clothing, seemed
to set a crown of distinction on her head. Her brow was clear and ample, her
blue eyes cloudless, and her lips and the moulding of her face so expressive of
sensibility and sweetness that none could behold her without looking on her as
of a distinct species, a being heaven-sent, and bearing a celestial stamp in all
her features.
The peasant woman, perceiving
that my mother fixed eyes of wonder and admiration on this lovely girl, eagerly
communicated her history. She was not her child, but the daughter of a Milanese
nobleman. Her mother was a German and had died on giving her birth. The infant
had been placed with these good people to nurse: they were better off then. They
had not been long married, and their eldest child was but just born. The father
of their charge was one of those Italians nursed in the memory of the antique
glory of Italy -- one among the schiavi ognor frementi, who exerted himself to
obtain the liberty of his country. He became the victim of its weakness. Whether
he had died or still lingered in the dungeons of Austria was not known. His
property was confiscated; his child became an orphan and a beggar. She continued
with her foster parents and bloomed in their rude abode, fairer than a garden
rose among dark-leaved brambles,
When my father returned from
Milan, he found playing with me in the hall of our villa a child fairer than
pictured cherub -- a creature who seemed to shed radiance from her looks and
whose form and motions were lighter than the chamois of the hills. The
apparition was soon explained. With his permission my mother prevailed on her
rustic guardians to yield their charge to her. They were fond of the sweet
orphan. Her presence had seemed a blessing to them, but it would be unfair to
her to keep her in poverty and want when Providence afforded her such powerful
protection. They consulted their village priest, and the result was that
Elizabeth Lavenza became the inmate of my parents' house -- my more than sister
-- the beautiful and adored companion of all my occupations and my pleasures.
Everyone loved Elizabeth. The
passionate and almost reverential attachment with which all regarded her became,
while I shared it, my pride and my delight. On the evening previous to her being
brought to my home, my mother had said playfully,
I have a pretty present for my Victor --
tomorrow he shall have it.
And when, on the morrow, she presented Elizabeth
to me as her promised gift, I, with childish seriousness, interpreted her words
literally and looked upon Elizabeth as mine -- mine to protect, love, and
cherish. All praises bestowed on her I received as made to a possession of my
own. We called each other familiarly by the name of cousin. No word, no
expression could body forth the kind of relation in which she stood to me -- my
more than sister, since till death she was to be mine only.
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